Niggaz and Bitches.....???

Last night I was looking at TV with my wife and a white kid did something funny and I said " Damn, that nigga is crazy ass hell!" My wife looked at me said "Damn you call everyone and everything NIGGA you even call animals on TV niggaz!". I thought about it, damn I do say the work "nigga" a lot. I'm really tryin' to stop using the word but I REALLY do know some niggaz. The same way white people have "rednecks" I guess, we have niggaz who act wild ass hell. But sometimes I feel the word is trapped in my head. When I'm at work I don't really use it. When I'm around white people I don't use it. But when I'm comfortable and around people I know I stay that shit A LOT!...hmmm And I do say the word "bitch" because I really do know some bitches..and I mean REAL bitches who don't give a fuck..lol I also know some real ladies and queens and I would never call them bitches...shit I don't even call the bitches I know bitches, I guess out of respect because I like both...Bitches, ladies, queens, and a few hoes....as long as you REAL with who you are and comfortable in your skin love yourself...but back to the word NIGGA....I will try to slow down the use of it...I can't be walking around calling animals, white kids,girls, or even my own people NIGGAS...maybe I'm just high because this shit is random ass hell...